Anticipated Reading & Recent Book Haul & Thyroid Update Apparently…

Hello there, how are you? Alright here. Little bit of stress and anxiety, little extra I mean because I had to have a blood test to check up on my thyroid levels. This is a new thing for me. Admittedly I feel strange, like I’m airing dirty laundry talking about it here. I’m thinking about family reading it, like wow that’s personal. But guess you can’t be too surprised seeing as I talk about my anxiety right? And yet… What makes me want to share for sure is thinking about Ritu at But I Smile Anyway and the piece she wrote for the site Cysters. Her piece is titled PCOS-er And Proud! She shares her experience living with polycystic ovaries, how she didn’t know as a teen and then struggled as an adult trying to start a family. It’s a really interesting and eye-opening piece, I encourage you to read it. I knew nothing about PCOS, though I’d heard the words I didn’t know what it can be like for women living with this condition. Her story reminds us, it’s good to share. It’s good to be heard.

So I’m saying it here, I have recently been told I have an under-active thyroid. I don’t really have a story to tell just that this was almost relieving. It helped to explain why I felt a little extra depressed, extra tired all day, and have been having more trouble losing weight than what is my usual experience (my weight fluctuates a lot…my diet fluctuates a lot ๐Ÿ˜‰ Lol.) Of course no one wants to hear your body isn’t doing something right on its own, that it’s kind of malfunctioning but answers are nice. I’m in the beginning of dealing with this situation so we’ll see.

Doctor said start Levothyroxine and get your blood checked again in six weeks. Now that was before Covid-19 took over and the call to stay at home was put in place. It didn’t take me long to say, well I’ll just wait this out and get my blood drawn once it’s safe. But, well you know, this big ole virus situation ain’t such a small ordeal and ain’t going away soon. So I’ve been wondering what I should do. The reason they need to draw my blood again, and probably often if this is a thing, is so they can see if my current dosage is working or if I need more. Today I finally called the doctor’s office and asked if I needed to get this test. Triage nurse said yes. We need to know if it’s working. Okay, thanks. (Anxiety said: SHIT!)

Luckily there are walk-in labs for diagnostic matters, I don’t have to go to the actual hospital, but still. With my mask on I went. Got it done. Nervous the whole time wondering if my mask would keep me safe, if the hand sanitizer would keep me safe, if I should do extra things like take my fleece off before I go home (I did but I think that was overkill). But I thought too about all the women in there (didn’t see any guys, sorry). Soldiers for real. Here I am shaking in my boots for the quick in and out visit I’m conducting. Were there sick people here today? They’re in there every day. They’re in there all day. They see us all. They have to watch us nervous, and probably think how do you think I feel? I stood at check in after questioning my relaxed position in the chair in the waiting room, which was like 10 feet from the check in point. I feel really stupid, standing there like the chair would kill me if I sat in it. I apologized. She thanked me for staying standing. That simple, I felt better.

Now I wait. I wait for my thyroid function cascade panel (something to that effect, the whole shebang) and for time to pass and tell me I’m not going to develop Covid-19. I think about my symptoms (thyroid, not Covid cause I don’t have that). I am still having what feels like trouble losing weight but I’m not quite as tired throughout the day as I was. Nor am I as depressed but my irritability, hm, that’s something that’ll fight you (or me and everything in my circle) like an angry badger. The science me is looking forward to the results, see where this thing takes me. Why? Because what if I do need a stronger dose, if my thyroid is still being lazy (that’s probably not the best way to describe it)? Then they might up my dose. Okay you’re waving your hand, come on what’s the point Elpy? What if feeling better is that close to me? Get it now? Cool.

๐Ÿ˜€ Okay so that’s the important part of my day. (A small, no his voice is loud. Okay a loud voice in my head, that of one of my characters who recently visited the Saloon at The Carrot Ranch, is reminding me I’m still making excuses for not focusing on my book. He thinks I should mention that to you guys.)

The rest of this post is the light, fluffy stuff I want to share: anticipated reading for the rest of April and May and my recent book haul from Book Outlet! I did not open that box for three days by the way, so I feel good about that, and I sanitized my hands after touching it. ๐Ÿ˜‰ The books are on my shelf now and happy to breathe again. The books I plan to read next are from a Book Outlet haul last year (I recently found them after wondering what happened to all those books…) Oh wait, one book is from Book Depository because it’s an Australian publication and at the time that was the only place I could get it. Let’s get started. I’ll post the pictures then list them with links to Goodreads.

What I plan to read after I finish Everything Here is Beautiful by Mira T. Lee (really interesting contemporary fiction novel about a character with mental illness) and in the order I show them:

  • Catching Teller Crow by Ambelin Kwaymullina & Ezekiel Kwaymullina – 2019 – YA Fantasy, mystery – It was thanks to Books and Tea with Brittany (her blog has since been deleted) that I discovered this book written by an Australian Aborigine and has won awards. Yeah! I am now learning that this book was given a different title (?) in the U.S.: The Things She’s Seen. Apparently because they didn’t understand it? That frustrates me…ugh. But this is up next, it’s short and I’m excited.
  • Lagoon by Nnedi Okorafor – 2015 – Sci-fi, fantasy – This is the author of Binti (OMG why haven’t I finished that series!) and The Book of Phoenix, both of which I’ve read and enjoyed, especially Binti. Naturally, you find an author you like you follow them and go back for their other stuff. ๐Ÿ˜‰
  • Akata Witch (Akata Witch, #1) by Nnedi Okorafor – 2011 – YA Fantasy, children’s middle grade – As I said above, I’m a fan of this author. I saw she wrote this interesting sounding book (nominated for Locus Award for Best Young Adult Novel 2012) and I was curious. Curious in part too to see if might be a cool rec for my niece.
  • A Darker Shade of Magic (Shades of Magic, #1) by V.E. Schwab – 2016 – YA Fantasy – I learnt of this author from her interview on the Writing Excuses Podcast (awesome podcast btw). I’ve also heard her mentioned it seems everywhere else. She is a prolific writer. V.E. Schwab is her pseudonym for her adult work, while Veronica Schwab is for her young adult and middle grade work. This will be the first of her work I’ve finally read. I picked up the box set from Book Outlet last year, so I hope I like it as much as other people because I have the trilogy!
  • Stay tuned as I read them in this order!
And these are the books I picked up recently (for cheap!).

So there you have it, some personal updates (I promise to keep you updated) and some bookish updates. Now let’s see if I can get some of MY BOOK work done and hear from my characters. Wouldn’t that be nice, if I could talk about my own freaking book? Yes, yes, be patient little one. ๐Ÿ˜‰

Let me know if you’ve read any of these, plan to or are interested (please don’t leave any spoilers). If you add something to your TBR thanks to me I’d really appreciate it if you give me a shout out for it. ๐Ÿ˜€ Oh and if you want to partake in some kind of buddy read, let me know in the comments. I hope to start Catching Teller Crow this weekend or next week. Alright, onward!

9 responses to “Anticipated Reading & Recent Book Haul & Thyroid Update Apparently…”

  1. Oh, yeah. As an American, I can assure you that we don’t understand about catching teller crows. No clue! ๐Ÿ˜€

    Yes, oh my, you must work on your own book, and now’s a great time to do it! Chop chop!!

    I’m glad you survived the scary trip to get blood drawn! I can see how that would be freaky-scary!!

    • Thanks for your comment. And thanks for the “Chop Chop”! It was so necessary. I’ve been a little more focused and writing the last day or so which feels great. I completely forgot about the contest you told me about! Okay well now I’m remembering. ๐Ÿ˜‰ It feels good back in the writer’s seat. It can be intimidating when you’re not sure exactly what’s going on or things are kind of all over the place. That’s what I’ve been dealing with. I have a lot of moving parts that need to be balanced and organized. It’s not enough to just keep writing chapters anymore. But I do have over 200k words!!! Wow ahhhhhhhh! ๐Ÿ˜‰

      • You have over 200,000 words?! Wow, go you! That IS a novel… or even two! (Hey, that rhymed!) If you’ve got the beginning, middle, and end, then goodness gracious, you can start editing and such!! On the other hand, if you’re nowhere near the end, don’t fret! If it winds up too long, you can market it as a trilogy, so there are lots of great options, but for the most part, you’ve accomplished a lot already!! Woo hoo!!

        • Thanks so much! It is exciting for sure though I’m still working on the ending. I’ve done some review of some of my earliest writing for it and know for sure I’ll be trimming a lot of words. The story has changed A LOT, which is cool, kind of crazy, but cool. We’ll see but it might wind up being more than one book. ๐Ÿ˜‰ Thanks for the encouragement!

    • Thanks very much. It’s not that I think I WILL get it it’s just the possibility you know? I’m most worried about being a carrier and someone else getting sick because of me. You know how worrisome worries can get. I wrote what I did to represent how my anxiety works sometimes; that I might be worried I over-exposed myself (does talking a lot with a mask on increase my chances of breathing it in? Lol) and the best thing I can do other than keep thinking about it is to say well let’s wait and see what happens in a week or two. Usually I forget what day that even was over time. ๐Ÿ™‚

  2. Chances are pretty good that you will have to get your dose increased. Usually they start with a fairly low dose and go up as needed based on your TSH levels. Thyroid stimulating hormone is what your brain makes to tell your thyroid gland to do its thing. If your TSH is still high on this blood draw, it means your dose is too low and your brain is trying to give your thyroid a kick in the – well, thyroid – to get it to make more thyroid hormone.

    • Hello & thank you!
      Oddly enough my levels were way down, normal range down. So at this rate it doesn’t look like I’ll need to increase my dosage. The body is fascinating isn’t it? How this being high means I’m actually not producing enough of one or another hormone. I did some reading after my first test to understand what was happening (let’s not talk about the physiology class I took in college ages ago, it all sounded so familiar…lol).

      Thanks again!

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